Dear Friends,
At 7:18am, an eager Vanity jumped on the scale, only to be severely disappointed — back to 4 pounds away from our target! If two relatively small and healthy restaurant meals, one birthday party with 1/2 tsp ice cream cake, and a few glasses of wine equal 4 whole pounds, I have to check myself into a nunnery to stay slim.
10:09 - 2 damned hard-boiled eggs and 1 cup of miserable dandelion tea
12:30 - physiotherapy, Body's lack of flexibility is aggravating
14:30 - last workout with trainer
Just as I'm beginning to see shadows of definition, my trainer leaves me to my own feeble devices to go to his brother's wedding! At this point, without my fitness guru, only a new romance can make me go to the exercise room, twice a week! And I don't see a beau in the horizon!
17:00 - a dry piece of skinless chicken breast, salad (lettuce, cucumber, red pepper, cilantro, green onion)
20:05 - hungry, grumpy — ready to call it Tuesday!
Today was a day of gigantic efforts and very little motivation which left Mind in 3D — Disappointed, Depleted and Depressed. It felt as if walls were closing in on me. I wondered whether Body will ever be restored to Mind's satisfaction. Whether Mind will ever behave in Body's favour. And Vanity, will she ever give up her obsession with the dated black-skirt, to accept and love what's left of us?
21 days to figure out whether my strides will always be out of proportion to my feet.
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