Dear Friends,
This morning when I woke up, I stood in front of my large mirror, carefully searching for what F. saw in me last night. Although the person sticking out her tongue at me, didn't look as unattractive as yesterday, or the day before, I still have my doubts about his sanity.
In the light of day, my brain was able to retrieve bits and pieces of our two-hour long conversation.
Since I had obeyed his wishes and had given him a post-date midnight call, I must have taken to heart what he had said about Him being a grown-up and able to decide for himself with whom he wants to go out.
As I put on my running shoes, I promise myself to never ever bring up my age again. After all, I myself was once married to a man old enough to be my father.
While waiting for his Oedipus complex to collide with my "Daddy" issues, I realize the only way to get off of any roller coaster, is to go through the ride. Accepted and filed! What have you accepted and filed today?
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